That’s it, I can’t stand it anymore. Just gonna lay in bed, listen to Bottom Dollar and do nothing. Maybe cry a little, but who knows and who cares! That’s cause of you and many other reasons. I can’t stand it anymore. Gonna ignore you now. GOODBYE.
So many people have told me to just stay strong when I’m at my weakest. Well obviously I try do that, but in my opinion, I’m one of the most weakest person I know. I over-react to every little thing. I jump to conclusions. I seem to always think negative. I always end up pushing people away. I break down easily. I always put others in front of me, I never think of myself when it comes to others.
I’m so vulnerable, I can’t even stand up for myself anymore. I used to be able to, but not anymore. Why? Cause when I do, I get into more fights or arguments or maybe worse. Once I actually stopped saying things straight up, things went the way it’s suppose to. No matter how many people tell me to stay strong or how many times I tell myself the same thing, I always seem to break down more. Honestly, I really can never stay strong. I can never speak for myself anymore. I just can’t stay strong.
Yeah, I can tell now, but there’s no blame on anyone one of us.