There, I said it. For the first time since late June. I finally said it to someone and meant it. Like I said, you’re one fucking lucky as daramji.
I’m actually starting to love you like how a “best friend” is supposed to love their “best friend”. Like how a sister is suppose to love and nurture her brother. I guess, it’s because we’ve became such close friends in such a short period of time, I’m actually starting to feel the love, that was meant to be there when we actually started to become close.
In summary, I’m glad I met you this year.You’ve showed me the meaning of true friendship, trust and loyalty when I started to forget what it really was. I’m
glad happy proud … I’m lost for words on how to describe on how I feel to have you as a friend. A close friend. A good friend. A great friend. A best friend. A brother.
The next time you hear me say “I love you”, would be the first time I said it to any guy friend since late June 2012. It’ll be the first time you hear it from me, and it’ll be the first time where I actually mean it.
You’re one lucky fucking daramji ever.
An insult is an insult. Whether you’re drunk as fuck or you’re sobered up. An insult is still an insult. It still has the same fucking meaning. And it kills a girls self-esteem. It destroys it. It can take days, months or even years to restore what it was. You’ve caused yourself trouble, and it’s going to be all on you.
I love it when you text me. Brings me joy that you actually think of me, just like how I think of you, at times.
I’m sorry. I really am. I don’t want to hurt you, or lead you on even more. I’m truly, deeply, sincerely, terribly sorry. You’re a friend that I don’t want to hurt, or worse, lose. I’m sorry if I’m giving you any ideas. You’re more of a brother to me. And my intention is to keep it that way.
Hmm, whoever knew that after a few days of knowing it, I’m already starting to feel the same way. I’m a tad surprised… ahwellz
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