I should’ve given up ages ago. All I’m doing is wounding myself to something temporary and… to something that is never ever going to happen. I shouldn’t have lied to people and to myself, thinking that it’s not true. I should’ve backed out before hurting myself.. yet again. It would be so much easier if this never had happened. It would be so much easier if you weren’t the type of person I describe as “perfection”. No such thing as perfection? Indeed, there isn’t. But in my eyes, he is. And I can’t stop thinking of it so. There’s only one way for me to stop all of this.
- Push myself away from you.
Anonymous asked:
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Okay anon! I’ll admit it just for you! :)
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Oh hail nah
2. You talked to an ex today, correct? Nope
3. Have you taken someones virginity? Nope
4. Is trust a big issue for you? Yes
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? I don’t really like anyone in particular
6. What are you excited for? Long weekend ♥
7. What happened tonight? It ain’t even night time!
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? So-so
9. Is confidence cute? Very
10. What is the last beverage you had? Coke
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 3
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Yes
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Tutor….
14. What are you going to spend money on next? Hopefully, nothing
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Nope
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Probably
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? My best friend and a really good friend
18. The last time you felt broken? Two days ago
19. Have you had sex today? No
20. Are you starting to realize anything? Yes
21. Are you in a good mood? No not really
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Maybe
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? Yes
24. What do you want right this second? Warmth
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? I can’t say anything, he ain’t mine LMFAO
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Half is
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Never
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? The facial expressions that my good friend and I were exchanging on the bus
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? Yes
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? Yes, but it depends on how they lost their first chance
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? NOPE
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? I don’t really like anyone atm
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? Nope
34. Listening to? Watching* Dream High
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? For maths yes
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? He’s probably at home getting ready for tutor
37. Do you believe in love at first sight? Not entirely, no
38. Who did you last call? Kawashi
39. Who was the last person you danced with? My ex
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? He was my boyfriend at the time
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? A month ago?
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? No
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Yeah-ish. I don’t really care
44. Do you tan in the nude? No
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? Nah,
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Yes
47. Who was the last person to call you? Kawashi
48. Do you sing in the shower? Yes
49. Do you dance in the car? Yes
50. Ever used a bow and arrow? Yes
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? School photos
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Yes
53. Is Christmas stressful? Eh, at times
54. Ever eat a pierogi? Nope
55. Favorite type of fruit pie? N/A
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Doctor/Teacher LMFAO
57. Do you believe in ghosts? No
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?Yes
59. Take a vitamin daily? No
60. Wear slippers? No
61. Wear a bath robe? No
62. What do you wear to bed? Clothes
63. First concert? N/A
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Neither
65. Nike or Adidas? Neither
66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Neither
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Almonds!
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? 22
69. Ever take dance lessons? No
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? No
71. Can you curl your tongue? Yes
72. Ever won a spelling bee? No
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Yes
74. What is your favorite book? N/A
75. Do you study better with or without music? Both
76. Regularly burn incense? Yes
77. Ever been in love? Yeah
78. Who would you like to see in concert? MAROON MOTHERFKING 5 ughhhhhhhhhhhh
79. What was the last concert you saw? N/A
80. Hot tea or cold tea? Hot/warm
81. Tea or coffee? Coffee
82. Favorite type of cookie? Cheese and raspberry
83. Can you swim well? Fairly
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes
85. Are you patient? Yes
86. DJ or band, at a wedding? Band
87. Ever won a contest? Yes
88. Ever have plastic surgery? No
89. Which are better black or green olives? Neither
90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Meh
91. Best room for a fireplace? Lounge room
92. Do you want to get married? Yes!
Have you ever met someone
And they’re so fucking perfect in every way.
And maybe they aren’t perfect to everybody, but to you they’re just absolutely amazing.
The way they laugh and smile and talk and think and look and just everything about them and everything they do just keeps amazing you.
(Source: thedevilwearslolita, via rhee-ohh)
